Period came yesterday, so I”m not pregnant. Don’t know if I should be relieved or disappointed. I think, for now, I’ll stick to relieved, and go back to the plan of talking about it in the fall.
The kids had a sleepover with Nana and Grandpa last night, so we went out for drinks after work. Sometimes I like to prove how cool I am in front of my husband’s friends by doing shots of Jameson, because not only am I totally awesome but I’m also invincible! Then I go home and puke all over the bathroom because I’m not cool at all and also because I have never been able to tolerate shots and I almost always throw them back up. You know what’s really uncool? And also gross? Throwing up.
Not feeling the greatest this morning, so that is all.
I was on the computer earlier (shocker) while the kids and my husband watched some random cartoon on Disney Jr. I think I was reading a parenting blog. My son, who is about the most active/least cuddly 2 year old on the planet came over to me and grabbed my hand. Pulling my arm and sounding all sorts of excited, he said, “Come on, Mommy, come on, Mommy!” So I shrugged, closed down my window and followed him to the couch. He patted the couch cushion and said, “Sit!” So I did. And he crawled up into my lap and played with my hair and watched his show, which was something about pirates. And it was the sweetest moment, well, pretty much ever. I’m actually tearing up a little writing it because it so rarely happens. He didn’t really want anything more than to cuddle with his mommy on the couch and watch tv.
I know this isn’t much of a post but I couldn’t let it go without recording it somehow. It was just such a great moment. And I really love that little guy. LOVE HIM! And I love being a mom so much. ❤